You just can't go against the natural flow of things no matter how hard you try. I felt so depressed last week and finally decided to just let it all go. I got so tired of trying to swim against the waves. I decided to quit fighting fears, tears, depression, anger, disappointment, and just allow myself to be without judgment especially judgment of myself. As far as others who I have felt disappointed with, through a lot of self talk, I realized they are who they are. It is not them that I have to change but my own perceptions of wanting them to be a certain way. Want to just see through the eyes of my soul, not through the eyes of a soul locked in a human body. And, just don't fight it....
Do you feel more joyful now since you are still alive?
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